Longing and yearning for pieces of my old soul

In grief we always talk about the person who has passed away - the life they have lived, the legacy they have left behind along with all the wonderful memories, but alas we never talk about the life altering spit that happens in the lives of their loved ones where every fiber knows that life…

When Amma and I had instant Golu Celebration ;

Navarathri is a special time in our culture, those 9 days which are considered holy, was always very special to my Amma and me. We have a few traditions, but the most important one is every time this year we always share one special memory, the one where I was 4-5 years old and I…

Chaos ; A theory, but my new reality ;

Chaos is actually an understatement for what life becomes when you lose a loved one.  You have no sense of reality, no desire to function and honestly, you lose the will to live. This might just seem like a passing phase for the ones around you but they will never be able to truly grasp…